June nights in northeast Texas bring fireflies bright flashes of light I thought hallucinations at first morning walks after such nights are warm and sticky not with water with flying tendrils of spidersilk which brush my face then catch and light these strands are too fine to see in the light do not exist except to touch just as fireflies are too fast to be seen their lights like spidersilk are afterthoughts dreams hallucinations flashing in the dark behind my eyes drowning in water that does not touch ground during Texas nights spiders hang webs on the corners of our house nights when I go outside to turn the water off & light my way with a flashlight to see if snakes after water have drawn close to the house to drink I wonder are fireflies prey for spiders do they eat at night hallucinations of glowing lights wrapped tight in spidersilk follow me indoors these spiders are large and yellow spidersilk webs two feet across easily survive predators during nights when other small creatures hide from Death hallucinations have no place in this world between dark & light inside and out window panes fragile barriers yet fireflies bridge the gap mix elements of fire and air water and earth not so easily brought together in the heat of Texas, water blue-green, shrinking, grasshoppers eating grass then eaten in spidersilk I cannot miss grasshoppers not in their millions do not know if fireflies are at risk but know that the bluegray nights even with all the stars over Texas would lose some of their light if fireflies slipped from fragile life into myth or into hallucinations the shy small lights tempt me to dream of dragons technically hallucinations or life that lives so deep in canyons weighted with sea water that heat is the only food whose flesh is imbued with light all alien forms of life part of songs spun like spidersilk to keep the dark away on those frightening nights on a June evening before the full moon rises, Texas fireflies can bring such hallucinations carried on images light as spidersilk slipping through my fingers like water as I dream away the nights then wake in the red light of morning the sun drowning out fireflies
Robin Anne Reid teaches creative writing and critical
theory in the Department of Literature and Languages at Texas A&M-Commerce.
She moved to Texas in 1993. Her scholarship includes work on feminist
theory and speculative fiction, fanstudies, and Tolkien. She began writing
sestinas when she assigned an exercise in a creative writing class some
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